// how did i get here//

bad decision, after bad decision, after worst decision

i was a run-away train for so long, getting back on track is… amazing

but, it really really really scares me to know how far i’ve gone. i will miss it, the boys the drugs the partying, but i need to do this

if i don’t i’m afraid it will be too late

so here i am again, a year later, turning over a new leaf

this leaf has responsibility, altruism, commitment, therapy, cleanroomness

this leaf is who i am

this leaf is me, before i lost my mind, and my way

i’m going to be okay. i am going to be okay

// p=rom//

watching grey’s anatomy before my hurrr appointment.

grey’s anatomy is super intense

// one day i’ll laugh at this (hopefully)//

My mother always said not to put all my eggs in one basket. AKA, don’t have just one eternal best friend. 

But she was more to me than that. I loved her with all my heart and soul, now I see that it was what I have always thought was so tragic and Romantic - 

Unrequited love.

Nevermind. I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you two.

Now I know what it feels like to have a broken heart

// a big statement//

“america will always remind me of you”

oh… my little danish boy <3